A hard decision...

I have no idea why I dont seem to be able to decide.
I know I should do it, but for some reason there's something telling me not to bother.
I have had a dodgy knee for a long long time now (some 10years, and im 24 currently).
It has not gotten to the point where I have been told that I can cycle as much as I want (as long as i dont push it too hard), however....
If i want to continue to be able to walk (im currently struggling to walk unaided, for distances over 1mile) I need to have physio for the rest of my life. By this I mean physio which is fairly intensive for the first 3 or 4 months then they give me exercises to do for the rest of my life with reviews ever so often.
A mix of having a ligament missing and what they deem "bad leg posture" has put me in this position. Which is partly my fault I suppose.
My problem is why am i being so indecisive about this?
I know that some may deem this not exactly the biggest problem in the world, but its of great concern to me...
I know I should do it, but for some reason there's something telling me not to bother.
I have had a dodgy knee for a long long time now (some 10years, and im 24 currently).
It has not gotten to the point where I have been told that I can cycle as much as I want (as long as i dont push it too hard), however....
If i want to continue to be able to walk (im currently struggling to walk unaided, for distances over 1mile) I need to have physio for the rest of my life. By this I mean physio which is fairly intensive for the first 3 or 4 months then they give me exercises to do for the rest of my life with reviews ever so often.
A mix of having a ligament missing and what they deem "bad leg posture" has put me in this position. Which is partly my fault I suppose.
My problem is why am i being so indecisive about this?
I know that some may deem this not exactly the biggest problem in the world, but its of great concern to me...
"War is Peace; Freedom is Slavery; Ignorance is Strength." George Orwell - 1984
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It will have to become part of your lifestyle, at times you will resent it, and it is very hard to motivate oneself for some future benefit, but at some time in the future you will value your mobility more highly!
Some of the "physio" might be to mix different sports.
Other physio will be no more inconvenient than using one of those elastic band things while you watch the morning news.
Also my age must seem a long way off to you but when you do reach it you'll probably still want to be active. If you don't do the physio you may really regret it in the future.
It sounds odd but doing the physio is not really the problem. I just cant seem to go 'Yes, i need to do it so im going to'.
Ahh well...
Hate to say it but it sounds like you've made up your mind by the fact that you're even asking! Just pick up that phone and dial the number.
H.G. Wells.
You're 24 and still at the age where you think you're indestructable and you can get by with things the way they are. Sadly experience tells me that such things if not treated get worse. If you're struggling to do a mile unaided now it is going to get shorter and shorter (at an increasing rate of decline) unless you do something about it.
As Del Boy would say - go on son, you know it makes sense.
If you're lucky you may end up with a cracking physio. If you're anything like me you'll end up with a Germain Greer lookalike and sound allike and will panic when she says take off your clothes! (Not all of them of course). TBH My GG lookalike was very good and sorted out my frozen shoulder and unbendable elbow caused by a cycling accident in Austria (don't ask!)
Good luck with the physio, you won't regret it. A few minutes of physio a day is a small price to pay for the ability to walk to the toilet!
So, to re-iterate, get your censored in gear and get on with it!!
My own anecdote is of a cycle crash and badly broken arm when I was 13ish that I never got any physio for (I don't recall if it was offered or not). I'm 35 now and the wrist and elbow don't have a full range of movement - you should see the way I have to sit at a keyboard to get my left hand typing, which is a problem since I'm a programmer! There's little that can be done now and I'm kinda used to it anyway, but maybe some physio 20 years ago would have avoided the situation altogether?
Do you want to be saying something like that 10 or 20 years from now?
I did the injury initially playing football, I was living East Africa at the time so no proper diagnosis, but knew it wasn't right. And I've had problems ever since trying to play football, squash or skiing. Luckily cycling has always been ok and will now be major part of the rehab.
The trigger to get it sorted was getting my eldest kid on skis at the age of 2 last winter whilst also having problems with my knee when skiing more challenging stuff on my own and after that I started to get problems day to day
So I've gone under the knife, but why did I wait when I'd known I had a problem for years? I'm trying to recover with a 1 year and 3 year old running round the house, not easy for me or my wife, and I'm strongly advised to miss skiing this winter. So the 3 year old will have to ski holding her grandad or mummy's hand this year and I'll find watching hard. But it'll be well worth it in the long run.
Sort yours out when its easiest to do. And that surely is now.
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I was told the reason nobody worked it out to begin with was that as I cycle a lot (I the doctor's terms, but nothing major, about 100miles a week) and did the bulk of the damage a while ago the muscles around the knee are pretty strong hence ususal motion tests didn't show the problem, although my description of symptoms suggested it.
I think I got lucky with NHS in Bristol as when I got referred to a specialist I was careful to stress I do a lot of sport and its important to me. Initially I opted not to rush into surgery and the specialist/surgeon gave me an open appointment to come back if I changed my mind. Which I did when I started to get problems just chasing after kids rather than just when doing daft things like skiing mogul fields badly which is when I used to get problems.
I went back, asked for surgery and then got lucky again in that I obviously hit their waiting list at the right time and got transferred to private care for the op and follow up (as I had been for the MRI scan as well). Apart from the fact I only got 10 days notice of the op date, which is a very minor quibble, the experience has been great.
So I would say hassle the GP, push for an MRI if she hasn't had one, and if you need an op move to Bristol...
An ageing Klein (FCN 9)